Finally, I see the end. More than 17 days before the end of this comedy, this splendid joke that I'm going every day, or almost.
Some courses were completed, one could potentially miss the rest I care as much as a plastic bag carried by the wind.
I learned a lot about myself lately, I have identified some of my weaknesses in different areas in different contacts with the people around me.
But in the same way, I gained some experience in what appears to be a trailer for the beautiful World of Work.
I understand that kindness is now known as "bullshit" and I have enough self-esteem not to make me look like that.
I could certainly become a monster of hypocrisy.
But it's so opposite of what I am, I will instead focus on a monster of coolness and indifference. I have trouble again, I pretty galley when it comes to saying "no" or not to let emotions take over.
But I also know that I function in duality, that once I found the damn lever to raise the drawbridge, it should not subside anytime soon.
On my escapades in the World of Azeroth that make my appearances in these places more sparse, they do not always bored me, although I do not have that sickly but temporary attachment I have had in the past. If you did not learn from its mistakes, it would be sad right?
Immersion is pleasant enough, however, and opens some perspectives of history, every new character that I'm evolving.
Blizzard has a sense of detail, and I like people who have.
As in these comics, where things happen even in the background. I always had a special affection for these "asides" Underlying these events can be very visible or almost undetectable.
People forget very often that an event may generate different outcomes, and that the same event may be a consequence of another act. I like looking through a magnifying glass that form the links between inputs and outputs, compare the doors and take stock.
But sometimes the lack of data can cause a bad thing, a sort of compensation, projection of our ideas or our thoughts.
Commonly, we call that "will make films ", or" psychotic "in some cases.
And if you're a not very clear, you will very often pessimistic scenarios, developed to keep you chained to an endless cycle of dark thoughts. It not nice to live.
Contrary to what this article may portend, I am not (yet) in depressed mode, not really. Let's just say that I'm missing that I try to refocus, to find a balance on my thread. Once the 17 days ended and exams that go with it would probably be easier, finally, instead following the posting of results, I hope positive.
Nevertheless, I still have this nagging feeling of my folly imposed on people who in the end ...
Do you charge to anyone ever, ever. In any field and status.
Otherwise, in case of relapse, you will say "But it was you who came to take my hand, I did not ask."
Never. Never win. It became my obsession.
m'insupporte It occurred to me that in the end we only tolerate my presence, give me a time that was never wanted.
People and their manière de voir les choses, de ressentir...
Tellement différentes de la mienne, à l'opposé parfois...
En parlant de misanthropie on pense tout de suite à quelqu'un de renfermé, maudissant ses semblables et rejetant toute interaction avec eux.
Mais quelqu'un a-t-il déja pensé à un repli volontaire du à une compréhension impossible ?
Allez savoir.
Sur ce, je vous laisse avec ce tissus d'étrangetés, je m'en vais faire semblant de travailler
Have a great day, wherever you are.
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